Polacon

I'm Free... free from the army, at last, afther three years and littel more

now I got some time to be myself, to try understand what i want from me or from my life
but first i think i need time for not thinking.. so good luck for me in this task!

there is to many things in the world that i want and intresting me.. why choos between them?

and it's:

I rather live my all life with the thought that I didn't try more then one relationship,
then the thought of me not living with my biggest love ever!

errr love.. it's make you a live and it can kill you in a sec..
damn! i didn't wish to learn this lesson now..

good luck!

So back to vacation from the army, got some time to travel, and take some photos... I missed it so much!

but my GF got on here trip to South America, yey for here! but not for me.. After 3 weeks there she kinda left me, so I'm not very happy about it... but what can you do, 4 years of relationship and it's all break down in 3 weeks in South America what can you say about that??

So... trying to live on my own with the knowledge that it's over... and now I'm on my own... and all the things that I dreamed about for the 2 of us are not going to happen.. I need to start dreaming about thing only to myself, not fun! Don't want to do this... but I got no choice here...
So Good luck to all of us!

At least I have got something of my own... photography,

Last thing... my friends are in to surfing the net so much, and for the more they are not interesting in photography or any kind of art... so this was writing only for me, I guess...

So no time to take photo's...
sadly i'm in the army to much, there is small war here.
but i bought a new camera, CANON SX10, hope I will be back soon.. have fun!

This is my first journal, maybe it will help me develop my creative skills of writing, and maybe it will inspire me in photography.

I have a lot to say, and a lot of thoughts, I have great and interesting experiences in my life,
It will be nice to write them down and share them with others,
Because in my experience people intend to have similar once,
But every one gets something different from them...

Now it's Saturday, and finally I have a little vacation from the army, and I us this vacation to think,
Just a little bit so I could be a better me,
And maybe it will make me little bit better person.

Photography for me is taking a small moment,
Capture it, save it,
And knowing that this is your moment and it special by it self...
Or taking an object and looking at him a little bit different giving it some meaning in my life...
(Maybe this every one will tell you, but I have to say it to )
Photography is a lot of thing, and every photo is one more
thing that you learn about photography.
And most of all it's give's me the time with my camera to live my life to enter a small dream to get out side this chaos!
Cuz I need it...

Enjoy,
Polacon